I’m so thankful for the streams and downloads for my new single “Get Up!” I checked out my numbers on Apple, Amazon and Spotify. This is truly amazing and I’m loving this. The song was released on Friday and it’s doing better than the others. It could be a ton of reasons. However, I’m just happy with the results thus far.
What’s really amazing is the feedback that I’ve received. The messages has been insane. For the first time compliments are not uncomfortable anymore. I had a history of being told “I wasn’t good enough, smart enough, talented enough etc…. With all the things that I’ve accomplished. I know darn well that I’ve proved them wrong. It doesn’t bother me now. It did a few years ago. When I left that environment I was much better. It sucks that you think family is supposed to be there for you and support. Instead, it was bullying, dictatorship, manipulation and I had many attempts to just end it all.
It was plenty of times that I’ve thought about retaliation. I was angry when I finally left. Then I would hear my mom saying let god handle them. Or, karma will come and snatch them. I’ll be honest, that wasn’t enough. This was thirty years of pure hell. I wasn’t trying to hear any of that. As time progressed, I did notice a few things. Karma has arrived and she is pissed. So, mom was right. As well as, my therapist. I’m glad that I didn’t end it all. I’m really loving it here. Most of all, I’m loving the man I’ve become. I’m still under construction but I’m good.
Make sure that you check out The Chazz Show on YouTube. As well as, download and stream “Get Up!” Now available on all music streaming platforms.