I Haven’t Missed A Thing….

I’ve been so caught up in my own stuff. I haven’t seen any friends or barely spoke with anyone. I’ll admit that it’s been a beautiful thing. Don’t get me wrong.. I do miss a few of my favorite people. I’ll be back soon…….

 

I’ve found my zone and I love it here. I had an amazing two months off from work. It wasn’t planned but I’m thankful for the experience. I had to budget and make a few sacrifices. At the same time, I worked on an album that’s coming out this summer. I’m planning the second season of my animated series. I’m learning to accept compliments. Before, it would freak me out. Now, I’m grinning from ear to ear. Therapy has played a major role. Along with a few blogs that tackle bullying and depression. It all makes sense to me now. I’m definitely in a peaceful place these days. I’m not people pleasing anymore. I’m walking away from foolishness. Instead of joining the circus full of clowns. I can be a little bit more nicer when I say no. I’ll think about it.

Work has since picked up and I added a second job. It’s great that I can still  have an entire day off. I’m not working ridiculous hours like a few years ago. I don’t mind getting home around midnight. I’m not missing anything during the day. I’m working on music or writing during between one and seven in the morning. I’ve realized that I don’t have to attend every gathering. I can miss a few Friday nights with friends. I’m feeling guilty whenever I’m away from my desk at home. That’s when I’m feeling like I’m missing out on something. I’ll even make it obvious that I’d rather be creating. I’d rather talk about a drum or chord. Not about someone that is not even mildly relevant.

Look out for my album not a mixtape. Titled “Chazz.” available on all music streaming platforms on July 1. Also, the first season of “The Chazz Show” is available on YouTube.

Author: Chazz.

Just some skinny pizza eating freak from Brooklyn. A lot of people say that I'm awesome. Which is dope! Now I want the universe to think so too.

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