She’s not a friend to Sonya

Over the weekend, Lane and Sonya played catch up. It’s only been two weeks. For them a day apart is a nightmare. It’s been nothing but bed rest for Lane. While Bismarck and Jonathan have been playing doctor and cop. Her parents have flown in a few times. Her feet are swollen and she just wants to lay around and eat. Sonya has a new venture that’s come out of nowhere. Jonathan has decided to help her out. While he’s launching his business.

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That audition was traumatizing!

I’m getting back in the game. This happened so quickly. Last weekend I received a call about an audition. That same day I was informed about another project. That was going into production the next day. I’m working on this project. We’ve shot a few exterior scenes. It was a blast! I’ve worked with them before. On a few other projects. I will admit that hearing the words… “Action!, Cut! Quiet on set!” Sounds harmonious to the ears….

The audition to me was brutal! I literally wanted to scream and cry. This was the first time this has ever happened. This was the second audition. All the faces that were at the first audition returned. Which I thought was great! I was able to exchange info with ones that I weren’t able to last time. I can’t talk about it due to signing an agreement. However, I do like the concept. I just don’t think that this is for me. Do I think that I did great? Did I totally bomb this audition? According, to my reaction at the end. I’ve totally bombed! I remember when they said, “Okay, We’ll be in touch.” I totally sucked my teeth and bolted out of there. I did run into the executive producer by the elevator. She was very nice and we chatted. Or, maybe she was doing all the chatting. I do remember the hug exchange. When I felt better about it.

Was those the best five hours of my life? Maybe! Each experience is always a great one. No matter the outcome. It definitely wasn’t the worst. Imagine sitting behind a desk being under appreciated and looked over. While being their saving grace at times. The audition sounds much better. I’m just in my feelings about it. I don’t know how much longer I’m going to be bothered by this. This was the first audition I’ve been to in two years. I shouldn’t be discouraged but I am. However, this is what I chose. So, I gotta man up and get it together! I don’t expect a call back at all. Which is fine… I’ve met some cool and interesting individuals. However, I don’t think that they were expecting Porky Pig! Was I channeling him in my audition? You’ve definitely would’ve thought!!! Ugh!!!!

Happy August!!! Here’s a new episode!!

Happy August Everyone!! It’s almost the end of summer. It’s now towards the end of the year. How are you planning to wrap up the summer? I’m keeping it very local. I’m going to stay in the Tri-State area. I can be on a beach every weekend. I’m not traveling via plane, as of yet. I hear too many scary stories. Also, the variant is running rampant. In the meantime….. Episode 2 of The Chazz Anthoney Cabrera Podcast is up!!!

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The Screaming Match!

This is exactly why I’m extremely leery about joining a group or band. Where do I begin? Jay decides that Lixander, Parsons and Chazz do a song together. Although, I appreciate them lending a favor on a few tracks that I’ve done. It was them adding additional vocals and harmonies. It was really quick and felt good about it. He wanted to see how it would turn out. “I’m not on this one!!” I had to yell about twenty times. Jay talked me into doing it. Lixander and Parsons have great voices and can totally run circles around me. They have octaves for days.

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I’m going to give this show a watch.

I was scrolling somewhere and discovered that there’s this new show coming out on BET. I haven’t really watch that channel since early 2000s. When these channels played videos all day. Hi there, MTV and vh1! Anyway, a bunch of artists who were in girl groups except Nivea. Are going to form a super group of some sort. I’m kind of trapped in the past when it comes to music. Also, Pam from Total is going to be on the show. I was obsessed with Total back then. Every talent show in high school we’ve performed one of their songs.

I’m sure it’s going to be good.
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You’ve Caused This!!!!

The experience of watching an individual go from loved to despised. Is the most fascinating thing that I’ve ever seen. I’m not speaking in the form of messy. Don’t get me wrong… Of course, I had a bit of a laugh inside. Screw that! I’m probably going to laugh each time I run into this individual. It’s just insane the way things work out.

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