I’m getting back in the game. This happened so quickly. Last weekend I received a call about an audition. That same day I was informed about another project. That was going into production the next day. I’m working on this project. We’ve shot a few exterior scenes. It was a blast! I’ve worked with them before. On a few other projects. I will admit that hearing the words… “Action!, Cut! Quiet on set!” Sounds harmonious to the ears….
The audition to me was brutal! I literally wanted to scream and cry. This was the first time this has ever happened. This was the second audition. All the faces that were at the first audition returned. Which I thought was great! I was able to exchange info with ones that I weren’t able to last time. I can’t talk about it due to signing an agreement. However, I do like the concept. I just don’t think that this is for me. Do I think that I did great? Did I totally bomb this audition? According, to my reaction at the end. I’ve totally bombed! I remember when they said, “Okay, We’ll be in touch.” I totally sucked my teeth and bolted out of there. I did run into the executive producer by the elevator. She was very nice and we chatted. Or, maybe she was doing all the chatting. I do remember the hug exchange. When I felt better about it.
Was those the best five hours of my life? Maybe! Each experience is always a great one. No matter the outcome. It definitely wasn’t the worst. Imagine sitting behind a desk being under appreciated and looked over. While being their saving grace at times. The audition sounds much better. I’m just in my feelings about it. I don’t know how much longer I’m going to be bothered by this. This was the first audition I’ve been to in two years. I shouldn’t be discouraged but I am. However, this is what I chose. So, I gotta man up and get it together! I don’t expect a call back at all. Which is fine… I’ve met some cool and interesting individuals. However, I don’t think that they were expecting Porky Pig! Was I channeling him in my audition? You’ve definitely would’ve thought!!! Ugh!!!!